remember when i made terrifying conjoined babies and so many girls around school were terrified. i thought i succeeded 

remember when i made terrifying conjoined babies and so many girls around school were terrified. i thought i succeeded 

Before it gets me down - Richard Allan II

This song makes me so emotional!! “i’ve forgotten how to love” are the lyrics that just get me everyy  time because i used to sing it all the time when i was around this girl i used to be with but never actually realised what i was singing and it was ironic because i didn’t love her at all and i was lying to myself and to her for a v long time. v v v sad and now i literally don’t think imma be able to love someone bcause of it idk i struggle with the concept

"School ripped the passion I had for writing out of my soul and buried it in a pile of shit a million miles away. And that’s the thing - school is meant to make you flourish - it’s supposed to reach deep into your mind and fill your head with passion, knowledge, education. Yet I spend my nights with my overused notebook open, pages seeping with endless memories and turmoil suffered over the years, and I am afraid that if I write something incorrectly, I’ll get a bad grade. My mind has been corrupted by an infinite amount of stimulus and criteria, so much so that I can’t even write one, simple word. I can’t write about my own experiences, my own pain or my own happiness. School has fucked me so many times. I lack passion and the desire to live. I’ll never be the person to say that school handed me the best years of my life. It’s stolen my life."

- An Eager Year 12 Student (via prelovers)

blue is the warmest color literally ruined my life and left me in an incredibly emotional state for three days and ppl call it cute. if that’s cute i don’t wanna be near cute anymore agssdgya