new love, It’s wonderful when it begins. You look at this type of love as if it is crystal clear and you are willing to dive into it headfirst because you think you can see the bottom. As you get deeper, you begin to realise the bottom isn’t as close as it seems, and the water becomes murky. You become lost, you forget why you were there in the first place and you contemplate returning to the surface. But it is a long way back to the top, and there are obstacles you must untangle yourself from first. This was not the water you remember diving into.